My guest on this episode is Victoria Jordan Aka Spellboundhoney from Two Drinks & A Haunting Hear her talk about how she became a mother at the young age of 16 , had another child at 18 but  found herself in an abusive relationship , went through postpartum disorder, and with having to leave her abusive partner whilst also  struggling financially to make ends meet so she  took the difficult and heart breaking decision  to give up her daughter for adoption . She talked about her selection process for her choice of adoptive family for her daughter  She still has dark periods around the time of her daughter's birthday . Her family did not know about the abuse she was facing . Her mother did not agree to her decision to give her daughter away as they thought it was the wrong course of action and this led to a long lasting rift between Victoria and her mother . Her adoption choice was semi -open adoption  she talked about some of the processes she went through ,she chose to help a family that wanted a child , had the means but could not physically have a child due to infertility she chose a couple who were patient . She talked about her lessons from the experience . She had no one on her side other than her doctor . Her mother showed up for her despite the difference of opinion  she went through a depressed state for sometime , she moved to a new city just to forget the whole process ; She met her new husband in the city , they are currently living happily together . share with your friends and follow our page and https://pod.link/1522556528 for other apps you will find more episodes of Meade musings #Givingupachild #findingforeverhomeforchildren #OpenAdoption #Adoption #DifficultDecisions #NecessaryActions #Gaana #Newsly #Applepodcast #Spotifypodcast Find The Meademusings Podcast on Newsly